Cold

Calm and coolness rocks in, sattle pain that makes me fringe
The fog around me is so dense, i tense with every step i take
The cold brings a certain type of calm
I shiver, it moves through every inch i call mine
The goosebumps now form, causing a dump feeling in my chest
My body is now numb, no feeling, no emotion
It just feels empty, but the tears on my face betray that
My body shakes agreeing with the drops that are now frozen
I cough loud enough to hide the fact that i want to scream so loud
This is y i love the cold, it tends to cover up all those flaws , all those emotions
It simply and so satisfyingly Numbs you
Every step i take in this cold foggy weather seems to be wrong one
Now craving for the warmth, but fear pulls me back
I do want in, into the warm cosy home i can see light up in the dark
But home, the home i called mine, the place I felt safe
The place i belonged slipped right out of my fonger tips
Closing my eyes, inhaling the cool air
I freeze into the dark
Isoi🐾🐾 🦋